Coward

Well

I must

Shout out

that I want

to give up

But everyone

will see me

as a coward

Everyone won't

see me suicide

But it chokes me up

Nothing different

Than a living dead

It always leave scars

Even when I think it back

All the scores I had had in the past

I don't know how to face the world

anymore

I hate me

I hate being a dumbfounded trash

I hate cause I can't do well

I hate everything that support me

Cause it makes me sad

They are living

They support me

But what do I do?

I must pick a pack

And won't go back

Being alive is hurt

It takes hours to see

Who will be with you

Being myself is hurt

Cowardness.