Nothing

More than u can do

Melati di padang padi

Aku mendengar kicaumu tentang melati di padang padi.
Tak lepas kaupandang, horizon sekejap mengabu.
Jejakku di sini, harumnya mengusap hati.

RIP Moink

*let me consider talking with her for a while*

Hey, Moink! It's kinda hard to hear that you've gone to His heaven today. But sure, you'll be happier there with your children. Make sure we'll meet again, okay?

Well, you're one of my savior. One of my precious. One and only living connection between me and him. Now that you've gone, it marks that me and him has only friendship. It's relieving, at least.

But to turn back time, you are the best. We named you after the brand for our milk delivery business, whom i created. We brought you from Imogiri when you're about 3 months. By the carton and some vents for you to breathe. We trained you to be active and then you caught three mice in the neighborhood. Now you've been a mother for countless times. And even when you're going, you carry them in your womb, next to heaven.

I thought you're the only cat i ever loved. I touch you, be naughty at you, but you struggle for it. The moment i pray and you came between my legs, lol. That sure is old.

Jalgayo nae chingu!