Untitled Sadness

Let me make this as my therapy. Again.

Hey, my blog. I feel like i wanna cry, but I don't. I feel my chest swollen and cloudy. Dunno who will mend this. In the other side, i should finish my Design Transformation stage for my final project. Huuuuuh, i don't know why i should feel like this today of other days.

Hey there, i think i need a hug to let these tears burst. But who? Now i'm in a lack of boyfriend. Those idols can't be real either. Who should i take a bow for?

Only to him, i ever let my eyes water. Only him, who let his shoulder to me lean. But it's not the right time to think of him. He has another girl after all. Not only a girlfriend, rather a wife-wanna-be.

What should i do? What should i do?

Back to Allah. Allah. Laa haula wa laa quwwata illaa billaah. Inna lillaahi wa inna ilaihi raaji'uun.

He's the One to create. He's the One who taken care of all soul. In His hand, i believe. And i need somebody to guide me to Him. Yaa Rabbii, You are the One who knows your creature's heart. Please tell me, what's going on with me?

RRR. 04.03.2016
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